I know there are bigger issues in life. I guess I was hoping for reassurance. Or to be told to man the fuck up. Well.. Woman the fuck up?
I've felt unwell for a few days now. Just tired and nauseous. I thought it was a bug, but I haven't actually been sick.
Last night I had bugger all sleep because I felt so unwell. And I keep switching from cold too hot which means I cannot get comfy.
Today on the half an hour walk to school and back I have really struggled. This heat isn't helping.
I've had to stop a few times to compose myself because I keep feeling as though I am going to pass out.
I'm a single mum to two young boys. I've ordered take out because I don't trust myself to walk to the supermarket with them to buy tea and then come home and cook it.
I also feel like a crap mum because I've put a film on for the kids and am just sat here on the sofa trying to move as little as possible.
I've no idea what to do to help how I feel, but it's very frustrating. I feel sicky and headachey and faint and weak.
I hate how helpless feeling poorly can make you feel.
Am I just being silly? (Please be gentle with my already crap self esteem today).