I'm not drinking tonight. I know there are other threads on this and they've worked for me before (though obviously not in the longterm!)but this is a fresh start for me. I just want to stop drinking every night. I feel so guilty with my children asleep upstairs, I can't afford it and I don't want DH and I to die of an alcohol related illness earlier than we should. The other night my MIL had another heart attack and we couldn't go. BIL was there so it was ok but it's not on really is it? So anyone wnat to join me?