I've had IBS symptoms for over a year now. I've had blood tests which have ruled out cancer and other major problems, so the next thing was an endoscopy of the bowel.
Booked in yesterday, took the laxatives exactly as directed and changed my diet as advised to the letter. However, my bowel wasnt clear when they put the camera up and I've got to go through it all again at later date.
I'm feeling very upset, there was a student nurse in the room at the time of the procedure and I could hear her gagging in the corner. There was a lot of mess and I felt absolutely humiliated. I heard the endoscopicist telling the student not to worry and it's very rare for that to happen.
The staff were fine with me but I was asked if I abuse laxatives as this may have been why the bowel medication didn't work on me. I've never abused laxatives. I got the distinct feeling they thought it was my fault.
The paperwork they gave me when I left said I may experience some bloating and wind on the day but I'm still suffering from bad diarrhoea and can't leave the house, I'm incredibly busy at work and just can't take time off, it's worrying how long im going to be like this. I phoned the ward this morning on the number they gave me to phone if I had any questions, only to receive a very curt response to my question on whether the diarrhoea is normal. I was told they were busy and to see my gp if I'm not better in 2-3 days.
I'm very tearful and just wanted someone to chat things through with me, I feel upset that they might think I've somehow brought this on myself.
I haven't slept properly for 2 night because I'm frightened I'm not going to get to the loo in time. Anybody else had any experience of this?