I have managed to convince myself that there is quite possibly something seriously wrong with me. I have an intermittant pain in my mid to lower back which has been going on for a good few months and strange and unusual bowel movements going from diarrhoea to normal to slight constipation. I have seen locum dr about pain in back becuase I thought it might be kidney infection and whilst I did have a urinary infection and they sent off sample I wasn't called back so assume nothing showed and locum said it was muscular (from carrying around my toddler probably)
Anyway I used to be a picture of health but have had a bad year of it stemming from a serious illness last year which knocked my confidence in my ability to be healthy and I seem to catch bug after vbug
I can't kick the feeling there's something wrong and if I admit it to myself I keep thinking I have colon cancer - but I don't or the doctors would have picked up on it surely. And anyway I can't go in and say look doctor I think I have a serious health problem. I did say to doctor I was worried about being a hypochondriac but he told me that as every time I've been theres been something wrong with me that I wasn't
I think I might be going mad -