Thank you all so much.
Last September I went Hypothyroid, as I had taken a little bit 'extra' carbimazole for a few weeks, in the hope I would feel better quicker, duh !! I absolutely hated being hypothyroid, seriously depressed for the first time in my life, had terrible thoughts. So the idea of removing my thyroid and feeling like that, scares me. I much prefer to be hyperT.
I feel okay'ish on the Carbimazole, the muscle and joint aches are pretty much under control. The palpitations are managed with the Inderal, Have gone back to the gym in the last few months, which did my morale loads of good, although can't seem to rebuild any of the muscle I lost. Although I have put on lots of weight since going on Carbimazole.
Endocrinologist is telling me that she doubts I will go into remission at this point as the minute we try to reduce the Carbimazole my levels begin shooting up. She says one can stay on Carbimazole long term if they are on a small dose, but not possible on the higher dose I am taking.
Korma, your experience is what worries me, I have heard so many incidents like you. I am sorry. I have excluded the possibility of having RAI, so if it comes to it, I will have a thyroidectomy.
Will try to reduce Carbimazole again, starting next week by 5mg and see what happens, Endo has said that by August I will need to get rid of Thyroid if I am unable to lower the dose. Ugh.
I will check out that thyroid UK website, thanks for the suggestion.