Tampon pain made me cry.

[WingsofNylon]

I put a tampon in today after not using one fore about a year. Five munites later it hurt so much I tried taking it out. Only that hurt far more, i cried becaue of the pain and then I cried because of how low I feel about not just being normal.

Almost 15 years on from abuse and I still get so much pain, havent had sex for about 5 years and I an fucking sick of not feeling like a normal woman.

Today was a new low, tampons never ued to be an issue. I feel like I have tried so many things and tried doing nothing. I am at my whits end. Part of me just wishes that i could have surgery to replace the whole bloody thing. I hate it, I hate being me.

I don't want you to go unanswered but am sending you a gentle hug. I hope someone will come along with more constructive help.

I hope you are ok. If you've used tampons before then I'm sure you will again if you want it. Cotton wool, essentially.

Please go and see your dr if they are sympathetic and ask for advice. Your problem could be hormonal- dryness- or psychological. Maybe a caring gynae (female?) could check you out and offer help?

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