Having been feeling really crappy lately and thought I would see if anyone else has been through this, and maybe has some input. This may be long, so I apologize in advance!
About five weeks ago, I awoke in the middle of the night with intense neck pain, couldn't move my head. Over the next several weeks this progressed to different muscle groups in my neck, shoulders and back, making it very difficult to take care of dd (11 1/2 mos). Went to my doc. two weeks ago, ran bunches of tests, nothing came up. The next day, I awoke to find my knuckles sore - like I had punched a wall. This developed over the next couple of days to swelling in both hands, can't make a fist. My right hip is shot - it feels as though I have been pummelled (sp?), only no bruises to show for it. Has now moved on to my ankles, toes, back of legs, knees. Have to walk down stairs backwards, and dp now has to get up in the night and first thing in a.m. for dd, as I can't walk right away. He brings me three aleve (more than I should take!), and within a 1/2 hour I can move enough to get my day going.
Went back yesterday for more tests - lupus, scleroderma, etc., very scary stuff. Doc thinks it could be anxiety (which makes me anxious!) and has suggested I take medication for it if tests come back negative. Can anxiety cause pain and swelling in the joints? I would think not, but would prefer that to be the case, than a connective tissue disease!
I did just buy a house, then lose my job. I have been dreaming almost every night about the World Trade Center (used to work there). Had dd. Had surgery recently to have my gall bladder removed. So there are things on my mind, and there have been major events in the past year - only I don't feel particularly anxious.
Other changes - now living on three floors instead of one - wood floors, pounding up and down stairs many times a day. Now spending LOTS more time with dd - so much more picking up, lugging her around, etc.
This is very difficult - have always been very active, and now am struggling to walk. Always upbeat, I find myself feeling quite depressed about the physical ailments...anyone been through this? If you have managed to get through my pedantic spew, any advice/input would be much appreciated!
Oh, and I had been doing yoga, so stopped, but it didn't make a difference...
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Aches and pains - arthritis?
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JoAnne427 · 12/04/2002 21:02
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