I have suffered with bouts of insomnia for years but it was never really a major problem I would just make up my sleep in the day or have a few crap nights sleep followed by a good one! However over the last few months it's really been having a huge effect on my life the last few weeks in particular, this week it got worse and worse to the point I wasn't sleeping at all because I began to panic at bed time knowing I wouldn't sleep. I have become an emotional wreck crying panic attacks, no energy, headaches. In the end my bf persuaded me to go to the drs as I was absolutely desperate.
The dr prescribed zolpidem sleeping tabs, warning me not to use them too often as they are really addictive, I was so scared to even take my first dose but I was desperate so I did and they knocked me out, I felt a bit drugged the next day for a while but they did the trick, all I want is to get a natrual sleeping pattern back again, I'm still not sleeping so wondering how many more times I should take them without getting addicted. Anyone got any experiences with this, I know there's loads of bad experiences but is there any positive in the short term?