For the last 2 or 3 days I've been having some pains that are really worrying me.
When I'm doing things that require a bit of exertion (tbh that's most things for me :( ) I've started to get throbbing pain on the left side of my chest. I can also feel my heart beating really hard at times. This is accompanied by an almost constant throbbing pain in my left wrist. I've also had intermittent pains in the same place as my chest as well as my upper arm. The chest pain also comes on randomly when I'm doing nothing.
I've searched my symptoms and angina keeps coming up.
I'm only 23 but I'm obese and lead an unhealthy lifestyle. I've always been overweight since I was about 13 with my weight going up and down. Over the last 3-4 years I've put on about 7 stone and I'm about 20 stone now.
I have huge issues with food and secret eating. I have an almost six month old DD and have probably put on about 2 stone since she's been born. I find it hard to even leave the house most days so I do no exercise and only the bare minimum which is looking after DD. I spend most of the rest of my time in bed or watching TV.
I have smoked on and off for the past 10 years (stopped now) and tend to drink to excess every couple of weeks.
I had similar pains about 2 or 3 years ago and went to the doctor. They were not as bad as they are now and the doctor basically laughed me out of there since I was so young.
I'm really panicking about this but feel stupid going back to the doctors. I feel certain there is something wrong but also feel ashamed because it is obviously my own fault for abusing my body like this.
Just some more info which might be relevant - I have historically had low blood pressure (not worryingly so). This changed when I was pregnant and went a little high but just over the high side of normal. I had an EMCS and lost 2 litres of blood but didn't get a transfusion. While I was in hospital after my BP was on the high side of normal but my pulse rate was very high.
For the last 3 months I've been taking 10mg of paroxetine to combat my anxiety and depression. This has helped me a bit mentally, but my habits are now so ingrained I feel unable to stop binge eating or motivate myself.
Sorry this is a bit rambling and sounds very 'woe is me'. I'm panicking and would really appreciate any advice.
P.s. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday morning.