Argggggggggggggghhhhhhhh!
I have a painful degenerative spinal cord and cerebellum problem and I'm having a bad day with it. I'm struggling more and more at work with it and today is our community fun day (work related) and I've really struggled to keep my pain hidden and to keep up with everything. I've had to pop home to lie down for a bit before I go back to help tidy up. The idea of how much it will hurt to get up again is horrible but the guilt of not pulling my weight is worse.
I want to be normal, I keep feeling like if I just try hard enough I can be but it's not working and it's so frustrating. 
I was going to put this in parents with disabilities but I couldn't even find the forum!