Thank you Jaffa. That's 3 of you saying similar things, which is reassuring. The consultant who did the trans-vaginal ultrasound said very little, which didn't exactly put my at ease. He did say i had a small cyst on one ovary and one small fibroid, neither of which were of any concern, and that he had to check his measurements. That was it.
When i went for the results the gp was very specific it was the cervix, not the uterine lining that was of concern - i don't understand it either. My smear was only in late October and completely normal.
I think part of my worry is that the gp could offer me no other reason for the result other than cancer. That, plus my anxiety has left me in a very messy place. I'm just about managing to be rational about it when i look at the actual evidence, but then look at my little boy and, well, you know.
I don't know who i'll be seeing yet for the hysteroscopy, but may make an appointment with a different gp at the surgery and go through it again, now i've had a chance to think about what i was told.
I'm really grateful for your responses - it is such early days and hopefully nothing of any concern, so i'm reluctant to talk to any one in rl and cause them worry.