Wonder if anyone could give a bit of advice really as feel a bit stuck with the whole situation.
I have had janz syndrome (type of epilepsy) since I was 13 but wasn't diagnosed till I was 20. At first I was put on Lamotrigine but it stopped working once I had my son so I have moved to Keppra, have been on it since 2009, had a few myclonic jerks in November 2009 and my last grand mal was in september 2009 (three days after i gave birth) Though if I am totally honest, I feel I could of easily had more grand mal's since but I know my body now, if you see what I mean? A handful of times since then if I have not had enough sleep I wake up and feel deja vu and tingly and I have these strange shakes in my hand. I know what this is so put myself back to bed to sleep more and then usually it's fine once I have a bit more sleep. Sometimes it's been a stress trigger to.
Anyway i currently work 16 hours a week, fine, as the latest i start is 10am and the hours are not long enough to make me tired anyway as if i'm wiped i can always have a quick nap when i get home before i collect ds from nursery.
But i am so sick of living on part time wages. People make out tax credits are great but a) they aren't b) they are such a hassle all the time, i would really love to work full time and support myself but i haven't worked full time since i had my diagnosis because quite frankly i am scared of how my body will react. :(
I was also a student nurse when i had my first grand mal and had to give it up as the nights/studying/hours were just making my seizures so bad it was horrible. I was jerking without fail every morning and having atonic seizures so i'd fall to the floor, then I had a grand mal at a bus stop.
What do people suggest? If i go full time and explain my condition, how will it effect me? Will people be supportive or will it just hinder my chances of getting full time work?? My current employer doesn't even know I have (i know that's not right) but i just hate telling people about it and don't know how people will respond to me. Maybe i just haven't accepted it properly yet. Thank you for any advice given to me!