I have recently been referred for a colposcopy and am awaiting my appointment but basically I have been having trouble "downstairs" that six doctors weren't able to spot due to having horrendous side effects to the nexplanon, finally a doctor was able to give me am examination now the nexplanon is out and she found (as she put it which scared me) a massive growth and as I said has referred me. My family history of the big c is horrendous and I have already had a breast lump removed which was luckily just a fibroadenoma. So I am terrified. Any advice to alleviate my fears would be greatful 