I went to see my GP today, in the hope that I will get a diagnoses for an under active thyroid.
I haven't felt right for ages - I can easily sleep for 11 hours a night, am exhausted, no libido (at all), have put on a lot of weight. I commented to my Mum (who also has an under active thyroid) the other day, that life feels like I am trying to run up a mountain. It shouldn't feel this hard - I am only in my early 40s.
My GP sounded fairly sympathetic. I'm getting blood tests done on Friday. I have had tests done before - in 2008 they came back as borderline, but I found out today that the last 2 tests which were done, in 2009 and 2011, although they came back 'normal' were only just inside the lower range, which I didn't know before.
It sounds so wrong to hope that I have a long-term condition that will require constant medication for the rest of my life, but the alternative is that this shit feeling is just the new normal, which has no treatment.