Melsy,
Thankyou for your reply, it was very interesting. I had my first panic attack 15 years ago and for a while I could barely leave the house. I'd just left college and travelling to work just by bus was a nightmare. (Excuse me if I waffle on a bit here, I don't really talk about this very often).
I went off to Israel with a friend, to sort my head out, and worked on a Kibbutz for about 6 months then travelled across Europe. God knows how I did that now!! I seemed to be OK whilst i was away but the attacks returned with a vengeance when I got home.
My doctor prescribed beta blockers which helped a little. I then went off, on my own, to Australia for a year, again, i don't know how I managed it as travelling to my local shops alone was an impossibilityl!!
Yet again on my return the attacks returned, but I seemed to be managing them better. Gradually, after returning to college then going on to work I seemed to have mastered control over the attacks, although they always seemed to be not far away and tiredness could spark one off.
After the birth of my first dd 7 years ago at a low point they seemed to get worse again. I seemed to be anxious about everything and I know exactly what you mean about not being able to hold the baby!
Hypnotherapy had never been suggested to me, although my husband has mentioned it jokingly, but I have always wondered if it could help, especially after seeing Paul Mkenna do his stuff on This Morning.
I don't really know where to start looking to find someone reputable. I tried to search the archives about hypnotherapy before starting this thread but couldn't find anything.
I developed tinnitis 2 months ago and I know that this can be stress related so I'm looking for alternatives to popping pills!