I had a letter telling me that I have an abnormal smear- severe dyskaryosis (sp?). It's really frightened me as some of my close family members have had cancer and quite young.
I'm in my 20's and have two young children and while I'm waiting on the appointment for the coloscopy clinic I worry about the future, what if there is a cancer?
I know I shouldn't worry until I have more reliable results but my mind is in overdrive.
My husband doesn't know what to do or say and I don't have anyone IRL to talk to, so I needed to release it somehow.
Thank you if you read this far.