Bugger, or buggug as one of my sons used to say! Began typing and lost a para or two.
I've been feeling a bit bleak all in all, and very tired and sick. It seems I have a double whammy of 'overlap syndrome' ie both AIH and another shitty one, PSC (Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis). With PSC in the mix, prognosis is poorer. A CT scan (he wants closer look at a node that was found on last scan) and another liver biopsy, both in next few weeks. Also to have a scan of a lump on my leg which is unrelated - and is almost certainly a benign lipoma, but best to check it out.
He was remarkably non-committal about my desire to avoid steroids, and I can see that. The new info does change things. Hey, i'll just need to watch my diet and exercise when i don't feel like it
. Isn't that what i do already?
and pace myself, and teach my granny to suck eggs. My GP did say the similar about azathioprine, health work and infection risk - I think he was trying to be encouraging - of course, i am also a depressive which doesn't help matters. But, as I said to him, when you return after a break in service, you don't get to choose what jobs you do.
I'll have to see too how the energy levels go. At present I am a wreck. i hope fervently treatment might in time remedy that. Which was kind of the thought behind this thread.
Problem is that i feel time is running out a bit re career - if I go back (to hands on nursing), I need to have time to sort out (with study etc) a more sedentary version to do me in my 60s, when even if I am in tiptop health, running around with a broom stuck up me emptying other people's bedpans might not be easy. However, we are all living longer, says the govt, and we can all work to 68 and beyond. bladdy, bladdy, bla. i need to believe the medication will work. I don't feel beside myself with anguish, as I did when this all began and my children were tiny people. But it does feel a bit shitty all the same.
One good thing is I bought Sea Bands today, to help with the nausea - AND THEY WORK. YAY!!! It's amazing how much better one feels without that dragging sick feeling at all times. Though my wrists hurt where the little button sticks in. You cant win.
Right off to Chat for a few laughs, then up the wooden stair to Quilt Country. Thanks for 'listening'
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