Anyone ever had one?
Results from my last smear are moderately abnormal, so they're booking me in for a colposcopy to look at the cells, possibly treat them there and then, or maybe take a biopsy.
I. Am. Bricking. It.
I used to be fine with smears, as I've had borderline changes a few times so have pretty much had one a year since I was 18 (now 28). But since having DS in December (horrible delivery), I'm terrified. I about had a panic attack when I Went for the smear the other week. It's specifically the speculum that terrifies me, and I find it really uncomfortable. Do you think I can ask my GP for something to calm my nerves before I go? Or is it better to just try and woman up and grit my teeth?
Anyone have any experience of having one? Is it as bad as I'm imagining?