Went for my smear today. First one since I had help by a brilliant doctor in order to overcome a terrible phobia of internal examinations. I thought I would be ok. I couldn't have been more wrong. The whole fear came flooding back and I tensed up horribly so it wasn't really possible. The nurse had to abandon the attempt
It hurt afterwards due to how tense I was.
I have been offered valium in order to help relax. Has anyone ever done this?
I am a bit gutted really, I thought this problem had gone away. I had managed an internal without a speculum in the interim.