because I'm getting myself in a right flip 
I noticed recently a slight indent under both my breasts when I lift my arms. It is more noticable one side than the other. I've been on a health kick lately and have lost some weight, and my boobs have shrunk a bit as a result, so I thought it was maybe down to that. But I thought I should have it checked out anyway as my mum was diagnosed with BC at 50 (a long time ago and she's fine now 
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So I've just seen the nurse. She gave me an examination and said all looks fine, and she can see or feel nothing to worry about at all. She thinks the indentation is nodular because I breastfed all my children, meaning the inner workings of my boobs are more lumpy & prominent. She says it's probably become visible now because of my recent weight loss.
All good so far. But then she said she's going to refer me for a routine appt at the breast clinic anyway, purely because of my family history.
I said why would she bother making an appointment if she's not concerned - she said I definitely don't need to worry, she is sure I'm fine, but purely because of the family history, she has to refer me if I notice any changes, whether she thinks they are a concern or not. Apparently it's a routine referral, not an emergency one.
So why can't I stop feeling sick? I keep having horrible morbid thoughts and need a pep talk please . Either that or a big slap.....