have a prolapsed disc, its been 'ok' for a couple of weeks. And yesterday evening it 'went' again. I now have back pain, sciatic pain which includes sharp pain down my right leg, in my butt/hip and feels like something is going to snap when I move. I am doing that silly wriggly dance eveytime I do something as it hurts an causes me to involuntarily jitter, pins and needles in both feet.
i have two children who seem to know I cannot manage them and are playing up, including jumping on me fighting for my attention (2 and 5), fighting with each other, not doing what they are told.
DH is working at 12pm, DD has swimming lesson this afternoon when I will need to occupy DS. normally outside but its blowing a hooly and chucking it down. Although DD is on a warning that one more bad behaviour and there wil be no swimming lessons
I have to do shopping. With the two children. Nothing for lunch or dinner as not done the monthly shop yet and we have been quite lazy about it since friday.
I am about to take some diclofenac and paracetamol. cant take codiene as it adversely affects me.
(and to top if off I cant ask the friends I would normally as to help out as DS might have chicken pox, and friends husband has not ever had it).
How the fuck am I going to cope?! well, I will cope, as I have to, but I just needed to winge and get some sympathy as DH is in bed.