Hi, Im not really sure if I'm posting in the right place.
I've been suffering from weight loss since about sept last year around the same time my sleeping went to shit. I've never had problems with sleep and found this really hard. I have lost about a stone and a half taking me down to seven stone and I look boney and unhealthy. Bloods and everything came back clear.
Things sort of got bearable after christmas my weight loss slowed down and I only woke up three times a night then I had a bereavment and its all went to shit again. Its not something I feel comfortable discussing and I get tired of people commenting on my weight and telling me Im lucky. Dp is really worried about me as I have zero energy and just want to sleep but am unable to for very long. Dp says when I am asleep I sit up on side of bed and he has to push me back down.
Ive been to docs today and he think Im suffering from anxiety and/or depression. He's prescribed me citalopram 10mg/20mg daily and temazepam 10mg when needed and given me a score sheet to take back in a month. Ive told dp and he said its what he suspected all along. Im scared to take these tablets in case they turn me into a zombie. Im afraid to google them in case its all bad news. I've not been to the chemist yet in case they think bad of me. I know how silly that sounds but its what I feel. I've never had problems like this before and feel like a bit of a failure if Im honest.
Has anyone taken these tablets before and what do they do to you? Are they addictive?
Thanks for reading.