I had asthma quite bad as a child - probably from about 6-7 until mid teens, and then it started to gradually get better. I probably had one or two instances of feeling short of breath/tight chested a year from then until about two years ago, and these were well controlled with a couple of puffs of ventolin.
About two years ago (after the birth of my ds and having put on some weight) I started to get some mild symptoms again, and then one day about a year ago I had a bit of an attack. I managed this with one puff of ventolin every minute for 20 puffs as advised by out of hours doctor over the phone. This seemed to work and the next day I was fine. I saw the asthma nurse shortly after and she prescribed me Qvar to be taken morning and evening.
Having felt reasonably well most of the time, I suppose I haven't been that great at taking the Qvar, though in the past few weeks I have taken it religiously.
Then this week I started to have shortness of breath on and off for a few days, and on Tuesday it was all day long causing me a lot of discomfort and difficulty talking. I went to A&E and they were great - had a great understanding doc and he decided to try a 5 day course of Prednisalone steroids. Apart from keeping me up all night, the steroids worked amazingly and the next day I felt like a different person - in fact I felt like I could take a deep breath in for the first time in years !!
But last night I started to feel short of breath again and this morning I was feeling so uncomfortable that I took myself back down to A&E in tears. At first the triage nurse said that I didn't look short of breath and that as I was crying it couldn't be that bad. The thing is, I know that a lot of people have worse than me, and I suppose that is why I am posting on here - to get some perspective - but for me this is really really bad. In the end I got seen by a doctor who decided to put me on a nebuliser - this didn't really make any difference. Also got a chest x-ray and then they sent me home as they said that I wasn't bad enough to be admitted from an emergency point of view.
The thing is that with me I tend to just get a really really tight chest, not so much wheezing or coughing. In fact if I were to start coughing it would feel better because at least things would be moving - I just feel like my airways are in spasm.
When I got back from A&E I went to see the nurse at the surgery and she has prescribed me symbacort to replace the Qvar to see if that makes a difference.
I suppose I just feel so confused. It's been a long time since I had symptoms like this - a good 20 years, and my mum used to deal with making decisions on my health then.
They always say not to worry about causing a fuss and to go back if you feel worse, but I just don't know how much worse???
Sorry for this long and rambling post - I am not really with it today and could just use a chat with someone.