I've been back and forth to the colposcopy clinic for the last 2+ years after an abnormal smear. I've had smears in the hospital, LLETZ procedure biopsies etc...I went back for my 4th hospital smear and on the screen they could see no abnormality BUT I then got a letter saying that, once again, I had borderline abnormailities. Now, when I had my LLETZ treatment I was CIN2 and 3 so pretty bad, and my body just won't clear it so what happens now? I phoned the clinic and they have told me that as I have had 4 abnormal smears they will now have to consider options. What options are there? I'm realistic, and I do know that many women have a hysterectomy at this stage but I wondered if anyone else has had this experience on here? I'm 43, have completed my family, and as I'm a single mum anything which will increase my chances of being around to see all the kids grow up is a viable option so a hysterectomy doesn't scare me. Can I indeed ask for one? Whatever is causing the cell changes just won't go away. Any ideas?