bojangles - hope you find a solution very quickly! I didn't go private but it's incredible to think that should make any difference!!
Thanks for good vibes Oeufman and everyone.
So, I am quite sore today. I was at the hospital for hours yesterday and then fell asleep in the chair as soon as I got home.
I had a mammogram (both breasts, thought I would pass out from the pain of the bad boob being squished, luckily they gave me some time out after that before the next tests), ultrasound (bad boob only) and then a biopsy. They immediately felt the (very big) lump but (bloody typically) the burning under-breast pain was having a day off so they didn't get to witness that fun.
It seems it isn't malignant, they don't think it is an infection either. They do think it is hormonal and quite an extreme version of breast lumpiness caused by hormones (and only on one side?!). This is great news, but at the same time I will just have to live with the pain and in the words of the specialist, try to give my body all the support I can. The pain under the breast could be "referred chest wall pain". If the hormonal issue doesn't settle down in, say, 3 months (!!!! not sure how much longer I can exist on pain killlers and no sleep) then they might try hormone therapy, though that can have other side effects.
So, I am very relieved that they don't think it is anything too serious, slightly worried that they may have missed something (but that's just me being in pain) and not entirely sure where to go with it.
On the plus side I am now the village supplier of canesten as I have a surplus.
Thanks for all the support! Hope you have a very good New Year's Eve. Am feeling very very bruised today and ancient today xx