Hi, can I join you all?
I have been trying for so long to find a thread or something like this.
This is my story: I have for 20 years plus been diagnosed as having IBS. This time last year I was in agony, much the same as all of you are. I ended up being admitted to a&e. I had a CT scan and was released 3 days later with no diagnosis but the promise of an outpatient appointment within 2 weeks.
I went home still in agony, I couldn't walk, eat or sleep. I chased my appointment but it was not for four weeks when If I finally could speak to somebody. My mum was so worried she insisted I went private. I saw a consultant on the Tuesday, I was admitted to hospital that night and told I was very ill. By the Friday I had emergency surgery and woke up with an illeostomy bag.
I have been diagnosed with Crohns and I also had a perferated bowel and an obstruction. I was told another week and I would not have been here.
Moving forwards, i had my bag reversed in November and I am back at work. I have not so bad days and bad days. What I find difficult is that I have not been able to find anybody else who knows how it is, the unpredicability of the sudden bowels urges, not knowing if you are passing wind or a motion and such like. I feel very lucky that I am here and "touch wood" getting on with the life but I worry about how to deal with flare ups, how will I recognise one? How bad do I need to be before going to the doctors, hospital, etc?
I see my consultant once every six months now, I have never seen a dietician and take no medication. (I did take one but it caused my Sodium leavels to go haywire). Although I feel positive, sometimes I just feel so scared, lonely and cast aside by the hospital. Taking about my bowel movements I feel is not something my friends constantly want to talk about and it is difficult, I think for other people to understand.
Sorry this has been so long, I am not normally so long winded!!