6 months ago I had my smear test done which showed some changes. I am booked in for a repeat smear in 3 weeks time. I'm getting pretty nervous now, I had a huge breakdown when I received the letter that said my results were abnormal but then I picked myself up and put it to the back of my mind.
But now I am starting to think about what ifs. I'm hoping and praying it's normal this time.
My partner says we will deal with it if it's the worse case, and he will be here no matter what, but all I can think is I can't leave my babies if it's C.