I can't remember a time when I didn't have to worry about going out and not finding a public toilet. For well over 10 years I have been one to wee very often, regardless of how much I drink. I used to see the dr and msu showed no infection so nothing was done. After a while I realised it was even worse when i was pregnant, had a period or had a period due. There was one time I was in hospital for siomething else and a sample showed I ahd blood and they prescribed antibiotics but I can't remember if I this was before I had this problem or whether i was weeing all the time then too, i know I had no other usinary symptoms at the time. When I have had a urine tests in the last 7 years (mainly when pregnant) it has shown something - nearly always leukocytes but after two msu showed nothing, this was put down to thrush as i get this badly especially when preggers. It has also shown trace of blood every single time but i was told this was normal for me.
Anyway, it is now getting ridicolous. A few months back, I went for a weel like i always do last minute before i go out and by the time i got to bottom of street I needed to go again. I therefore got diabetes test done at pharmacy but that was normal. However, the next day my period started so assumed it was that making me so often. After my period it lessened again although i was still afraid to go out and exhausted from the night time weeing.
Now its really abd again, the last three times I ahve been weeing up to every 5 to 10 minutes again but this time not period related, no period arrived yet (deffo not pregnant). I decided to google frequent urine to see if i could get some medication for it.
Now, I never used to think about me dying and wasn't worried about my health. However, a while back we had a bereavement and my daughters were pretty upset even though they didn't know the person that well. Since then I have taken more care of myself as I dont want them to lose me too. I suppose its good in a way if I am looking after myself better but i seem to be becoming a hypochindriac. I am now terrified its cancer and worry that my children will be so depressed if I die. When googling I read about bladder cancer and I am worried about this.
Dont feel its worth seeing a doctor as they just do MSUs and say all is fine but also not got GP yet as move house and have difficutly finding one to take me on!