Have started to let people know my diagnosis which isnt the best of news.
I dont want visitors offering their sympathies at the moment. But people keep popping round. Its not helpful, they are not offering to do any cleaning, washing, ironing, etc. I need sleep and cant because of all these concerned people.
I want to cry, be left alone and not talk to anyone.
You probably think I am being really selfish. I am putting on a brave face but I dont want to talk to anyone just yet. I need to understand myself what has happened and what will happen.