I'm just investigating this because I think I've got myself into a bit of a painkiller pickle. I realised when I started hiding my tablets and visiting more than one chemist in a day. I don't know how to stop. They're like my cigarettes. I used to have them with caffeine tablets every morning before work and now that I have a baby, I just can't seem to get by without them. I'm not kidding myself that I'm in pain. I'm just so exhausted, I need them to boost me through the day. And then I think, I can't go through a flu like withdrawal because I need to take care of my baby. I try to cut down but then I have a bad day and ruin it. I can't speak to my doctor. I don't want to get a name as a bad mum. I'm not off my face ever but I just don't know what to do without my nice tablets.
I've just been researching this and it seems to be very, very common. I just wanted to let any of you out there like me, that you aren't the only one. It just creeps up on you before you realise and it's so hard to stop.
Don't feel you have to reply if this sounds familiar. I just want this for others to find.