have name changed (i hope!) so as not to out myself in rl [paranoid]
i need an MRI scan to diagnose a tumour i have on my liver. i have had a ct scan which says one thing, a special contrast dye US scan which says another, and they are contradicting eachother.
i suffer anyway with moderate/severe anxiety. i am absolutely terrified already. i can't go in even a large lift, and get panicy in a small room. i'm sure i cannot do this, even though i know i have to. my consultant is great and is trying to refer me for an open coil MRI scan, but the wait will be LONG and i have been told that the quality of the images is not as good as a normal MRI.
anyone have any coping strategies for this? what drugs can i take before hand and how will they make me feel?
i'm almost in tears now just thinking about it.