After an absolutely hellish couple of weeks feeling as though I am going mad I think I have reached a breakthrough today. Basically I have had a history of depression and PMS over the years and after two children I also had PND with worsening severity after the second child who is nearly two. My periods have always been regular 28 day cycles and some months are better than others. My mum has a history of quite severe PMS and used to take Cyclogest. I am generally a very happy person these days and don't class myself as in any way mentally unwell anymore. The past few weeks I've felt anxious, self concious, depressed, completely lacking in energy and definately negative. Physically I've been uncomfortabley bloated and peeing at night, achey, tense and lacking in any co-ordination.
I started at slimming world about 5 weeks ago (because I would like a breast reduction operation and need to have a BMI of 25 before the NHS will allow it...my BMI is currently 29) and have been losing weight whilst eating a low carb, low diary diet...and that is where I think everything has collided! I think the change in diet has had a drastic affect on my mood and yesterday I felt suicidal and couldn't stop weeping. My mood has been so erratic and I've felt like a completely worthless mum. My period started showing on Monday but I didn't start to bleed properly until yesterday. Today I have woken up and feel like a completely different person. Having looked everything up online I feel I seem to fit the PDD catogory just due to the severity of how I've been feeling...although it hasn't been that bad in previous months.
I have made an appointment with the GP for next week and am nervous as to what they will say as I am going to ask for a referal to a dietition rather than to go down the route of hormones or anti depressents. I wondered if anyone had any experience or advice to add?