Just to answer a few questions.
It is something I am ashamed of.
I think I am phobic about it maybe, but I am not phobic about seeing doctors, I fine with that, it's just any who know my history I can't cope with. I also know that they couldn't care less about it and would have no opinion either way on me.
Other than this issue my mental health is fine very robust in fact and I think in my life I have coped very well with things others would have more difficulty with.
I have also been told, (and can't see how it could) that it has no relevance to my present or future health. Therefore surely there is no reason for it to no to be removed because even I can see how much it is impacting on my present health and do worry how I am going to manage in the future.
I think it was in both paper and electronic form. The notes on the computer where printed out and deleted from the computer then all the paper records kept in the safe.
"I am an NHS manager and deal with a lot of this sort of stuff"
What do other people do then? How do they get round it and access healthcare? I have accepted that the notes will never be removed so unless I am willing to go to court about it (which I'm not) I just have to live with the fact that I can't have a GP. I have found ways around this which I know aren't ideal but I can use by husbands medicine and if I have to drive 100 miles, then I have to drive 100 miles. If you work in healthcare and know a better way please tell me.
"And please, please stop taking your husband's asthma medication, it's really risky."
What am I going to do then? I can't breath without them and it seems a lot safer than buying them on the internet.
Tribpot "Ludlow, as of April 2012 you will have the right to register out of area if the practice is willing to keep you on the books"
Do you know anything more about this? I just want to keep my notes out of sight I the safe at the current GP. I keep on hoping they'll have a fire or something and they'll be destroyed.