Hi,
I've recently been diagnosed with sarcoidosis, though they suspect something else in addition hence a million and one tests all the time at the moment.
I'm still not really quite clear on what this means tbh. I know I have granulomas on my heart and lungs, but all I managed to take in is that it's not cancer. That means it's not too bad yeah?
I've been put on Methotrexate injections weekly, along with prednisone (spellings are probably all wrong, apologies) and high dose folic acid.
Honestly, I don't really know what's going on. I have no support, no family, no real friends and nobody to take with me to appointments to help with it all and it's all going in one ear and out the other and completely overwhelming me. I suffer with quite severe depression and and in treatment for PTSD too, so I'm already a bit of a useless mess.
I've had breast cancer in the past (almost 20 years ago), and I'm in a mess at the moment after a long term relationship breakup and I'm kind of terrified and not coping well with all this. I feel I'm utterly useless to my children (10 and 12) at the moment too because I'm so freaked out by it all. I've been trying to ignore it and hope it all goes away, which I realise is not really healthy but I don't really know what else to do.
Any experience from anyone at all would be really, really helpful. Google searches don't show much on methotrexate treatment for sarcoidosis, and all I can get is that heart involvement is a bit bad.
Sorry for going on.