I think I have lost all my motivation and really cannot be bothered with anything

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The fatigue associated with my Fibromyalgia has kicked in. I am so tired, and currently working 7.45 till 5pm without a break. My head is sore and has been all week, I feel I'm not eating properly either. DH has been great, helping out (although he does work 8-5 too) and hasn't said anything about the fact there's been no action in the bedroom for nearly 2 months. I go to bed shattered, fall asleep immedaitely, waken a lot through the ngiht with pain and then am up at 6.45.
I seem to spend most of saturday doing the housework - which I can't do during the day and am too knackered in the evenings. I can't then be bothered to do anything on a Sunday because I am so tired and jsut want to lie around on the sofa.
My BP is still very high and I should have gone to the doctor 2 weeks ago for a re assessment of my meds but cannot go during the day and it shuts at 5pm.
The pain flare ups aren't so frequent just now which is great
I should have name changed for this as there are one or 2 other issues affecting me and not helping how I am feeling

In fact I want to dope myself up with painkiller and sleep for a week.

I have decided I need a part time WOHM job, one that has tea breaks and lunch breaks. Or a cleaner.
Ther's a huge pile of ironing that's been done (I pay someone to do it) and it's not even put away. I have another 2 piles of non iron stuff that needs sorted through. I've got tons or paperwork to do for childmidning. I just want to crawl into a corner and hide

So sorry to hear how you're feeling. I'm going through some health issues at the moment too and although I'm not in pain or as tired as you are, I do feel I could crawl into a corner and hide too.
Just try to keep positive....listen to music you like, read go out for a walk.
Maybe your GP could refer you to a support group?