Hi ladies
I know there have been threads on here before on this topic so sorry for repeating anything but I just really need some advice.
I got a letter last week saying my smear result showed borderline changes and I need to go back in 6 months. I actually had a smear just a year ago which was delayed due to pregnancy, and it was fine. The only reason I'd had another one so quickly was because of moving house and being under a new health trust.
I'm really scared - as I'm sure anyone is when they get this letter - but also confused about what to do. I went to see my GP on Friday to try and get some reassurance from her, but to be honest she was really unhelpful and just told me that she's had borderline changes herself and if I'm really worried have another test in 3 months then see what happens. I explained that I had private health insurance so wouldn't it be better to have it looked at straightaway rather than wait a few months and she said no, wait three months and then if it's still borderline I'll refer you. I actually felt like she was fobbing me off if I'm honest.
I'm wondering whether I should try to see another GP and insist upon a referral, or even go to a Marie Stopes clinic. I read somewhere that they can screen for HPV and if that was negative there isn't so much to worry about. What confuses me is I've been with my DH for 12+ years and I know he's not cheating so if I have got HPV how come it hasn't caused me any problems until now? And if it isn't HPV and nothing sinister, what could have caused it? I'm still breastfeeding (baby is 15 months, so not exclusively) and haven't had a period yet but sense that I'm about to start again soon - could that be it? (clutching at straws...)
I just don't want this hanging over me for the next few months, I'm a terrible worrier at the best of times and this is like a dark cloud. Either there is a problem, and they can deal with it, or there isn't and I don't need to be so anxious.
Sorry for the very long rambling post but I know there are ladies here who know a lot more about this than I do, and like others, I am googling and going nuts. Any help or advice would be very gratefully received.
Thanks at least for reading if you got this far!!
Sarah