Hi
Last week I went for my first ever smear test - I kept putting it off but managed to pluck up the courage and go. I don't know why I was fussing as it really wasn't that bad - I've given birth for goodness sake!
I got the letter back this morning saying that I have moderate cell changes and that I'll be examined further, most likely involving a procedure to get rid of them. I'm so scared about it all. People keep telling me I'll be OK, and their probably right, but I just want to be told that by the doctors.
I go away next week to France, it's the first holiday we've had for two years. My Mum lives out there and she hasn't seen DS since he was three weeks old, and instead of relaxing, all I'm going to think about is this.
I've called them and told them I'll be away and not to book me in until I get back. I'd hate for an appointment to be arranged whilst I was away, and then someone else misses out.
I had to go to the doctors today for something else and mentioned it to her whilst I was there, and she said it could be a sexually transmitted infection. I know for a fact I haven't slept with anyone else, and the only sexual partner I've had is my husband 
So now, she's put it in my mind that maybe DH has been playing away. I know he wouldn't do that to me - but then do I?!
Has anyone else had the moderate cell changes?
Sorry for rambling, I could just do with a lil hug and maybe a small large Gin and Tonic
x