Hi is it. To resurrect this thread?
I have just (yesterday) been diagnosed with Graves disease.
I have had post-partum thyroidistis in the past. For those who dont know about this, it usually follows the pattern of overactive for a short time, then normal, then under-active phase until baby is about a year old.
I was only diagnosed after my second baby but 100% sure I had it after my first too and struggled on with no support thinking I was the worse mother ever and had PND, so so so tired, stressed, anxious, awful for over a year. Then suddenly I was a different person and life seemed so easy.
My third baby is now nearly 8 months and I had been diagnosed with post-partum thyroidistis when he was 3 months so I have been struggling on with no medication and overactive thyroid, and 3 young boys for 5 months now. The only medication I was offered to help with overactive symptoms was beta-blockers which I couldn't take due to asthma.
For 2 weeks before Christmas, I felt absolutely amazing and life was great; this coincided with thyroid results within the normal range. Then I began feeling awful again and expected to be told I was underactive but I was actually overactive again which doesn't usually happen with post-partum thyroidistis so I was booked in for radio active scan which I had this week. This has shown Graves disease. I am seeing my consultant on Monday and hopefully will finally been given some drugs to help me as I have reached the end of my tether now.
I don't think anyone understands how awful I feel and how hard it is being a good mum to my lovely children. By the time I get to school with them in the morning, I feel on the edge of a heart attack and can't be sociable with anyone so they probably think I am really unfriendly and stand offish now but at that point, I feel that if anyone said anything nice to me I would start crying and never stop, I often have to choke back tears in the playground. Also people think I should be thin but I'm fat(ish) so they don't believe me.
Can I join your club, I needed a moan, I'm trying so hard in real life to be the picture of calmness and positivity and managing just.