Hi everyone i dont know if this is the right place for this but I've never really been able to get this off my chest and i wish i could talk to people to get it off.
I was friends with this girl for 6 yeara best friends till we were 16. I was groomed and felt like i was in love (stupid i know) i was groomed for 3 years. I kept it secret as he made me belive people would be jeleous. My friendship with the girl was perfect i seen her all the time, sleep overs, days out, cinima, school. we were inseparable. Her parents didn't really like me cause i came from a council estate and we didnt have all the fancy things they did. Her mum was a teacher and her dad was a manager of a building firm. They had a bought house desighner clothes she had everything at her fingertips, compelete opposite of my household but for all our differences it didn't seem to bother us, i never saw us as being different we were very close. At 16 i ran away with the man that groomed me it wasn't until i got there that i realised what had happend and i couldnt stay there i was gone for 3 days. Wish i could go back and never run away. When i came home i rang my friend to say how stupid i was that i was sorry i scared everyone she listend hung up and text me saying she just needed closure. Ive never spoke to her since not for a lack of trying on my behalf. I tried to contact her she blocked me but after a few months she un-blocks me. Its been 7 years since i seen her I'd love to re-kindle what we had even meet for a coffee anything. I dont know why she shut me out for 3 days of stupidity. I was so stupid and foolish. I wish i still had her in mt life she was the closest person to me and ive always felt like a part of me is missing. Should i get over it or try to see if we can ve friends, any advice? Thanks for looking x