I am just a beginner. Moved into my new house last October and this was the first time I didn’t have an established garden. Mostly I have just moved in, weeded and not really done much else.
But this garden was just grass a shed and a small patio. And I hated it. So I decided to jump in with both feet. Spent hours and hours reading and watching you tubes etc.
So spring came and I started to create a garden. Even grew lots of it myself from scratch. loved that part so much getting up and seeing how much things had grown etc.
but I am now in this battle to keep it all alive. I have lost so many plants to black aphids, no matter what trick I used or what bottle I sprayed.
My rose is being eaten alive by aphids and caterpillars. I have mould growing on one of my pots. I have sweet peas leaves going yellow either due to over watering or under watering I have no figured out what.
does this get easier? And more enjoyable? I sound really pathetic I’m sorry. I just feel out of my depth and I’m just trying to keep them all alive and seem to be failing no matter what I do. Am I just not born to garden!!!!