I've been studying towards my ACCA for a few years now. I had a lot of exemptions through my degree and I now only have 1 exam left to go which is on Friday.
The problem is, I cannot stand it anymore! I have completely lost all interest not just on the course but in the whole accountancy profession. I'm currently working for a global bank and I do prepare the financial statements for one of our funds but I don't actually need to be qualified to do this job, it wasn't a requirement of the role and still isn't. The statutory reporting function seems to by slowly dying in the UK, everything is starting to move offshore and I don't particularly like my job or want to keep doing it. It's not going to get me more money or a better job at my current company so what am I doing it for? I'd love to have a career change and move into medicine. I've already picked a course of love to do and have reached out to local hospitals to see if I could get any experience before I apply.
So what's the point in sitting this last ACCA exam? I've barely studied for it, really struggling to bring myself to focus cause I just don't care. I'm expecting my first baby in December too so forcing myself to do something I really don't enjoy seems futile. On the other hand, it's one more exam and then I'll be a chartered accountant for life and if medicine doesn't work out I'll always have it to fall back on. I just can't bring myself to do it! Don't see the point in sitting in an exam for over 3 hours having no clue how to answer the question.
Long rant of a post I know, but my husband is getting pretty upset with me, he doesn't understand why I can't just suck it up, study and get through one more exam. I wish I had an answer for him but I don't! I just don't want to do it and no matter how hard I try I can't get over that mental block. I don't know what to do... do I sit the exam on Friday and give it a go even though I'm almost guaranteed to fail or put myself out my misery and accept that this just isn't for me anymore? Urgh... decisions, decisions.