I wanted to ask those of you who or oh's qualify for the 15k commitment bonus.
We have a dilemma. I know this sounds ungrateful and most people would jump at 15k before tax, but practically, we'd be worse off 
We do still get a fair wedge of ctc due to having to high care disabled children. I am there carer. Now it's bloody hard work and the money we do get extra because of this goes on groups, therapy, respite, etc, etc. Not to mention the extortionate electric bills, fuel for hospital, extra car, bust washing machines etc.
Anyway my hubby could claim 15k before tax so about 10k? I n 2 years. As it's TAXABLE. This would destroy our tax credits. Leaving us really struggling throughout the year. The 10k odd would have to go back into living expenses. Rather than say a house deposit. Then to top it all, with the new chb rules. For one year only we'd lose our chb as he'd be in 40% tax. So we would actually be worse off for taking it!
He has the opportunity this year to take 7.5k then 5k in 2 years I think. So it wouldn't be as big a hit on the ctc, and we'd still get chb.
I'm just stuck as to what to do. The 10k was always going to be used as a house deposit. But I don't think we can actually claim this as it would screw us over and we'd be no better off.
Anyone in this boat, wdyd? As it's causing us a bit of stress tbh. He's waited to claim hoping we could get a house. I've worked it out and we'd be worse off 