It was a blast.

[ChaosTrulyReigns]

Doesn't seem to be any more.

I'm not flouncing.

Not deregging.

Just a few too many hmmworthy happenings.

And I feel I've reached my BBE date.

I've made some great friends, and that won't change.

Chaos don't goooooooooooooooooooooooooo

No no no, see, when MN gets a bit shit we need the good posters to stay. Otherwise it'll just be completely shit.

It's going that way Earnest.

Never known it as bad as this.

I thought you'd gone Earnest!

Right.

Hi.

You lot. [smile ]

Thank you fir all the lovely voices on here. Really, thank you, I appreciate it. I'm in a post migraine fug atm, but I've had a bit of a nudge (inderstatement) to cone back onto the thread. And I feel guilty to leave it any longer.

I'll try to explain. But firstly I'd like to send Page a squeeze - I'm so sorry about your sister, such awfulness. X

I've been arsing on here for 4 years now, had some absolutely amazing experiences and laughs and support, but it was a major time suck in my life. Which was fine. But recently, as I said, there's been a few too many hmmworthy moments, and quite often I look through Active and I mostly just think "samey, boring, what, getagrip, yeahright, donetodeath and meh", I also feel I have nothing to contribute, my brain has absolutely nothing to add.

So, after some reassessment, and following a couple of conversations with the girls about umhealthy relationships, I realised that while MN is a time suck but not enhancing my life, I'd be better of away from it completely.

Boy drew a picture of me recently with my phone in one had and my tablet in another. Lawks, I'm not an addict, but it made me sad to think that that was his perception of me.

I logged off yedterday after posting and properly got on with RL. I interacted properly with them and Friff knows it was good, I just turned off from thinking about whassgoinononMN and enjoyed their time. Obviously, I do do that as well as MNing , I just wanted to address the balance. Cold turkey, yum.

So, that's what led (lead?) me to thus point. I'm a procrastinator by nature and my engagement with MN was enabling that.

So when every old garment that the 4 has every worn is eBayed, the garden is sorted, 7million photos are properly in albums, and I properly find a route to market fir my wares, I'm sure I'll be back.

Seriously, I'm very flaky, I'm sure I'll tiptoe back in embarrassment in the bear future and you can all point and laugh.

Thanks again for all the lovely words, PMs, messages, FB etc, I really really appreciate it.

You lot are ace, and, as I said, enhanced my life.

Mwahx

nor sure all that makes sense - very stream of consciousness

blames headache

Pag, sorry, not Page.

Love you Chaos. Xx

Will you when the Chaotics are all playing with in the naice garden and you have a phone in one hand ad a gin in the other.

And now I MUST clean and bake. As I have not yet reacted sucked in stage. Yet.

It makes sense, Chaos. Inasmuch as your posts ever do, anyway.

Hope to see you back very soon :)

Take care, Chaos. Zombie will be waiting for your return.

I like the idea of a bear future

Mind you, polar or grizzly? I'd prefer polar.

maybe after a while HoneyD.

I think it was more than thr Chaotics, I missed out a paragraph I don't. think I've read more than 2 bokjs a year since I've been here, I used to read one a week, and I mostly watch TV while MNing, never concentrate, I just want to get those pleasures bavk afain, iyswim?

Fruff, I sound like an obsessor, I'm not, I'm truly not.

at Thumby's dig.

x

Sorry, that ^^ was worse thsn usual, the tablet has a shocking keyboard.

Alops.

I always feel better after the 'It's-not-you-it's-me' talk.

I do get what you mean,Chaos,I do.

But we will miss you

And I do hope you pop in from time to time.

And who is going to call me 'carzy' now? Oh yes...Mary does

We love you very much.

Blimey Chaos, you've just written exaclty how I feel. I think I might join you. Seriously.

[wunk]

Enjoy your little MN holiday, and as you've done a flounce in flouncer's corner, it's pretty much guaranteed you'll crawl back a week later with a side arse

I personally find I can't be arsed to post as much any more. I think it's just natural. Sites move on, plenty of MNers have buggered off previously, but periodically they crawl back and do a reminisence thread

I don't post much either anymore as I feel as you do Chaos about active, it's just the same stuff over and over. Not a bad thing to give it a bit of a rest. I have been doing something similar over tha last couple of months and it's actually quaite naice

I think you are absolutely right actually. But chaos you are so lovely and will be missed. And you fellatio and everlong.

MN is much valued for me as I often go a long time with no female conversation, as I work with twats and/or blokes and my best friends live miles away.

But yes sometimes I sit here thinking 'oh fuck off' because it is dull.

But the positive outweighs the bad on here for me. Plus my dd is grown up and so don't have little ones to pay attention to.

I think I agree with abs - just normal isn't it for forum users to go in cycles.

Have a break.
You may come back sometime.
Bet you never get those photos in albums though! [I havent, more or less given up that idea.][stuck them all in 1 cupboard all by themselves].