I've written this post about 10 times and deleted it. So much in my head I don't know where to start. I have so much going on around me I feel like my head could explode.
Probably just sound like I'm being a moan bag but just want to try and let of some steam - seemed like a good place here.
I work four hours a day five days a week - okay not a hardship I know but I'm tired with everything else going on.
The time Monday - Friday I don't spend working consists of taking kids to school, picking them up, mum's taxi service to after school activities. Making tea. Bathtime. Reading homework with dds.
My step dad is really unwell again - has been for years now but for the last couple of years has gone right down hill - we almost lost him this time two years ago but that was another thread.
My sister has just been dumped by her boyfriend ( this is the fourth time in a row that this has happened to her) and she is really, really low. I'm so worried about her. She doesn't want to talk about it and tells me that she is going deal with it by thinking it never happened. It's not good as she looks so unhappy.
DD1 is now seven and I'm finding her quite hard work at the moment - the attitude is really kicking in this year.
There is just not enough time in the day - my house is like a tip. Stacks of washing, washing up, every room looks like a bomb has hit it. As for the bathrooms - OMG!
I know I'm sat here typing, have glass of wine in hand and pringles sat next to me but I need some "me" time too.
Seriously though I'm finding it really tough right now - there are days when I am finding it really hard to handle. One day last week I hardly stopped crying all day.