Hi, I am bulimic.
No one else knows this though and it's got to the point where I can't stand it anymore. I feel trapped inside my head with the constant need to over eat and then the nagging thought that I have to compensate for my over eating which leads me to usually starve myself and restrict my calories to a ridiculously low amount until I inevitably fail and then end up binging again and the cycle starts again. Or punish myself by abusing laxatives all in the quest of regaining that "pure, clean" feeling which I never actually get.
I know that I need help. I don't want to be like this. I don't want my children to think that this is normal. But I don't know how to get the help because I don't think I could get the words out of my mouth. I'm one of life's cope-ers, I'm the strong one, the one that can overcome anything. No one suspects there is a problem because I don't do problems. It;s like admitting it out loud would be admitting my failure.
I'm not sure why I am posting but I don't really know what else to do and I need to get the words out
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I have an eating disorder
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ScaredyPants · 03/02/2011 22:23
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