For the first time in a few years and I am horrified. I’m over 17st and I am feeling very low.
I had already ordered the Fast 800 book this weekend as I felt I needed to kick start my fat loss and metabolism.
During lockdown I have been exercising regularly and eating fresh, healthy, home cooked food. But I know I could eat less and it doesn’t help that my wine intake has increased.
I have had a really tough year and had been focussing on moving my body to feel good, despite having a large x2 c-sections tummy apron I had been feeling more positive about my body. However now I just feel disgusted with myself.
I had sub-clinical hypothyroidism in my first pregnancy and have always been big, big boobs and big bum. I have only ever lost weight through really restricting my calories and exercising daily or every other day.
I will have to lose at least five stone to get anywhere near a healthier weight and it just seems like a mountain. I know I just need to get on with it now but I feel a bit hopeless.
Has anyone felt like I have or been where I have? I really feel blue tonight and could do with some positivity from any Mumsnetters.