My story so far… myself and my partner had a very ‘let’s see what happens attitude towards having a child’ in other words we used no contraception and have been sexually active for a year +
Because we were having no success with conceiving I assumed that there may be an issue with one of us and had kind of got myself in the mind frame that it wouldn’t happen… however last month (April) my period was four days late so I held off testing until then as I didn’t want to get excited and it turn out it was nothing. But it turned positive, I was over the moon and so excited … we found out on the Friday…
the Friday eve / night I was having awful cramps on my right sight and started spotting… just a small amount when I went to the toilet, this continued with the awful cramps and by the Saturday evening I was passing red blood which turned into clots so I knew the worst was happening 😢
chemical pregnancy was confirmed with repeated blood tests at the hospital.
I am struggling to get over it all I hate that I went from being so happy and excited to feeling so low like I had failed 😞
im in my next cycle and I have over thought any little twinge that I feel and I think I convinced myself from constantly googling that I would get pregnant this cycle… I’m dpo 13 Iv been testing since dpo 7 🫣all with a BFN In reality I already know that my period will be here in two days but I can’t stop myself overthinking everything 😢
I feel like Iv spent the whole month just counting down the days in hope of getting a BFP.