Ok here's my story, I've just found out I'm pregnant, first day of last period was aug 10th so that makes me very early, the featus has only been in me for 2 weeks. I've split with the babies dad and I don't want to be tied to him. I also have a 3 yr old son to a man I am friends with and my child sees and things are going well. The major issue is I'm disabled I have a rare genetic disorder. My first pregnancy brought on my disability. Some days I can't walk other days I'm fine. I was told by my specialist that another child would make me 25% worse as hormones make it worse. This upset me as I want more children, she said I need to tone all muscle for years before carrying another child so I was in the process of helping myself and having another baby in the future which I was happy about. Now I find myself pregnant and already my body is hurting due to hormones. This will put me in a wheelchair and I don't know if I'll ever recover as my body isn't ready for it. I'm not mentally ready to be a single mother to two children either. Once I have this child I won't be able to run an play with my child that's already here and I need to think of him too.
My problem is I don't know whether I can have an abortion as I'm already a mum and love my child more then anything. I'm really confused and lonely and don't know what to do, please help me.