Havn't taken my cerazette pill for 2 days. First day I was fine. Today is the 2nd day and I have found myself becoming quite sad and emotional. Like earlier in the car I saw a little boy being helped out of his car by his grandad and I almost began crying at the fact that my kids will have never experience a grandad. I'm not the kind of person that succumbs to sudden sadness like that!!
And just now I was listening to a song by the choir Libera and an image of my grandad popped into my head - we were at his old house in the country which looked onto fields and trees and I suddenly became very saddened at the fact that I'll never get those days back.
And the worst bit about today - I forgot to pick the kids up from school!!! How ridiculous is that?? I got a text at 3.25 from DS saying "where are you??"
I've NEVER done that before!!
I wasn't emotional whilst ON cerazette but could it be the sudden withdrawel making my mind go a bit funny??