I'm in shock really. Everything feels surreal.
She had cancer and had been having treatment for about 18 months.
In the last five weeks, everything seemed to go wrong.
We lost her.
She was so strong and now no more.
I can't quite believe I'm never going to talk to her again or give her a hug.
I'm busy trying to sort out the funeral..which is obviously not right, as it can't possibly be for Mum.
I don't even understand how I'm supposed to feel.